mornings // a break down

here's how it all went down...

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5:30 am – threw my phone under the covers and ignored the alarm

5:46 am – cuddled and told Andrew I would miss him 234,723,043,312 times {he’s leaving for colorado for 4 days}  

6:10 am – checked my email and found out my contacts will not be coming in...looks like another week of wearing broken glasses

6:11 am – cried because of this

6:25 am – took an extra long shower and stopped crying

6:45 am – ran into my the corner of my bed and bruised my shin {thank you, lack of vision}

6:52 am – decided to wear my orange pants

6:56 am – woke up baby girl and kissed her all over

7:04 am – told Andrew she needs to wear shorts over her tights...

7:05 am – had a conversation with andrew about why stella needed to wear shorts at all, even if she was wearing tights…I love when daddy gets her dressed…hehe

7:08 am – realized we were out of café {panic mode set in}

7:09 am – almost cried again...but...

7:10 am – a hug from Andrew stopped the tears

7:12 am – said I love you more times than I can remember and left our garage {i hate when he has to go out of town}

7:18 am – got café at my favorite little place in westport, the filling station

7:22 am – rocked out to “simple song” by the shins

7:30 am – dropped stella off at daycare and practiced waving “buh-bye!”

7:41 am – unlocked my classroom door and let out a deeeeep breath